- my moments with music` ]] ~~

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I have nt been goin to church service for long ....And I am answerable to non but to God.
Only God is in my heart and nothing can replace Him
The devil and discontentment in me start to battle against the angel in me .......
More Breakouts too....on face .. Shit..
i started to feel dark and insatiable and fear too in wat ever thing I do.
I hope I had more time to be with God.
And i hope God can be generous enough to spare me some faith and hope in watever thing I do, most important ....be happy in watever things I do when things get really not I expected to.
Out of sudden, I had become the most unhappy and tired person that I had never known.
I hope that god will gives me some contentment and happiness and energy back so that I will be able to face the challenges each day.

As I have decided to embark on this path , hold in abeyance on my previous careers which I hold so dear with ; just like my first love. Part of the team in contributing improvement in lifes , in scienctific areana , in the marvel of the technology. I have gracefully dances to the point exit to a completely whole new life that required so much so much demands of my energy and courages and determination to carry on in what I think I should be dared to challenge on......audaciously . I hope that this decision will be the most prudence choice I had ever inscrible into my life as I will be groomed and will learn so much on building confidences , poise, molding character and ....patience, caring and vigilance.

This may be a temporary changes and may be eternally.

I hope my fellow colleagues will not think that I am such a strange person sittting there pouting her mouth and rubbing her nose (shaking legs?) ungraciously....."gosh .. look at that Gauche shitty lady with her signitured's unkempt hair! gosh ......is this company collecting rubbish ? Am I entering wrong office... "

I believes in my Lord. I will be at the day when I will be happiness in my the joy of my work.

Anonymous scribbled this at 6:10 AM...

About me~

I'm who I am . As my Web add had said it all . Just Heck care. Becoz simply bor chup. In this world, ignorance is simply a bliss. Trust in instinct, Believe in omen. Can't be bother to correct the grammar/ vocabulary/ spelling/ structural in blog. CAn't be bothered to decorate, can't be bother bother bother.. Welcome to my Blog .

View my complete profile

History August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007